I received an impassioned letter from Sonoko. There was no doubt that she was truly in love. I felt jealous… — Yukio Mishima
I received an impassioned letter from Sonoko. There was no doubt that she was truly in love. I felt jealous. Mine was the unbearable jealousy a cultured pearl must feel toward a genuine one. Or can there be such a thing in this world as a man who is jealous of the woman who loves him, precisely because of her love?
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