Oh, I knew what was wrong with me, right enough; I wanted to be an intellectual, to escape from everything… — Robertson Davies

Oh, I knew what was wrong with me, right enough; I wanted to be an intellectual, to escape from everything Mamusia and the generations of Kalderash behind her meant, and I knew I could do it only by the uttermost violence to myself.

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