He doesn't know which is worse, a past he can't regain or a present that will destroy him if he looks at it… — Margaret Atwood
He doesn't know which is worse, a past he can't regain or a present that will destroy him if he looks at it too clearly. Then there's the future. Sheer vertigo.
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