# Quote — Ta-Nehisi Coates, The Beautiful Struggle: A Memoir

> In , Dad found a literature of himself. He'd read and , but from Wright he learned that there was an entire shadow canon, a tradition of writers who grabbed the pen, not out of leisure but to break the chain.

- Author: [Ta-Nehisi Coates](https://www.leafyquotes.com/ta-nehisi-coates.md)
- Book: [The Beautiful Struggle: A Memoir](https://www.leafyquotes.com/ta-nehisi-coates/the-beautiful-struggle-a-memoir.md)
- Page: 72
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## More from this book

> My father was haunted. He was bad at conjuring small talk, he watched very little TV, because once Conscious, every commercial, every program must be strip-mined for its deeper meaning, until it lays bare its role in this sinister American plot.

p. 54 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/ta-nehisi-coates/the-beautiful-struggle-a-memoir/my-father-was.md)

> I was young and could not see the weaponry my ancestors had left for me, the shield in the tall brown grass, the ax lying right next to the tree.

p. 41 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/ta-nehisi-coates/the-beautiful-struggle-a-memoir/i-was-young.md)

> Our folks understood that there was a war upon us and that school was a weapon that outdid any Glock. Yet the whole process—with its equally spaced desks, precisely timed periods and lectures, with its standardized pencils and tests—felt unnatural to me. But much as I hated their terms, having been impressed into them, I hated more the failing. So I was left with a great unconscious sadness, an emptiness which, even when I was alone, I was not fully aware. But it worked on me like an invisible weight, altered my laughter, posture, my approach to girls. Fuck what you have heard or what you have seen in your son. He may lie about homework and laugh when the teacher calls home. He may curse his teacher, propose arson for the whole public system. But inside is the same sense that was in me. None of us ever want to fail. None of us want to be unworthy, to not measure up.

p. 169 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/ta-nehisi-coates/the-beautiful-struggle-a-memoir/our-folks-understood.md)