# Quote — Oscar Zeta Acosta, Autobiography of a Brown Buffalo

> When we left El Segundo Barrio across the street from the international border, we didn’t expect the Mexicans in California to act like gringos. But they did. We were outsiders because of geography and outcasts because we didn’t speak English and wore short pants. And so we had to fight every single day.

- Author: [Oscar Zeta Acosta](https://www.leafyquotes.com/oscar-zeta-acosta.md)
- Book: [Autobiography of a Brown Buffalo](https://www.leafyquotes.com/oscar-zeta-acosta/autobiography-of-a-brown-buffalo.md)
- Page: 77
- Source: [Wikiquote](https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Oscar_Zeta_Acosta#Autobiography_of_a_Brown_Buffalo_(1972)) ([CC BY-SA 4.0](https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/))
- Quote page: https://www.leafyquotes.com/oscar-zeta-acosta/autobiography-of-a-brown-buffalo/when-we-left

## More from this book

> Manuel Mercado Acosta is an indio from the mountains of Durango. His father operated a mescal distillery before the revolutionaries drove him out. He met my mother while riding a motorcycle in El Paso. Juana Fierro Acosta is my mother. She could have been a singer in a Juarez cantina but instead decided to be Manuel’s wife because he had a slick mustache, a fast bike and promised to take her out of the slums across from the Rio Grande. She had only one demand in return for the two sons and three daughters she would bear him: “No handouts. No relief. I never want to be on welfare.” I doubt he really promised her anything in a very loud, clear voice. My father was a horsetrader even though he got rid of both the mustache and the bike when FDR drafted him, a wetback, into the U.S. Navy on June 22, 1943. He tried to get into the Marines, but when they found out he was a good swimmer and a non-citizen they put him in a sailor suit and made him drive a barge in Okinawa. We lived in a two-room shack without a floor. We had to pump our water and use kerosene if we wanted to read at night. But we never went hungry. My old man always bought the pinto beans and the white flour for the tortillas in 100-pound sacks which my mother used to make dresses, sheets and curtains. We had two acres of land which we planted every year with corn, tomatoes and yellow chiles for the hot sauce. Even before my father woke us, my old ma was busy at work making the tortillas at 5:00 A.M. while he chopped the logs we’d hauled up from the river on the weekends.

p. 72 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/oscar-zeta-acosta/autobiography-of-a-brown-buffalo/manuel-mercado-acosta.md)

> That same night I went into the chicken coop, took my hooked knife which I used to pit peaches with, and carved her initials on the back side of my left hand … JA. Jane Addison. My first true love. The original Miss It. I was in such a fog that I forgot to cover it with a glove or something. At supper, right in front of my mother, my brother Bob said in a loud voice, “What’s that on your hand?” I pretended not to hear. I quickly switched my fork to my right hand and put my left hand under the table. “Hey, mom. Oscar cut himself,” the bastard said. “What?” she cried out. She couldn’t stand violence unless it was part of some beating to teach me respect.

p. 89 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/oscar-zeta-acosta/autobiography-of-a-brown-buffalo/that-same-night.md)

> The truth of the matter is that death is a mystery to me. I have no opinion on the subject.

p. 30 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/oscar-zeta-acosta/autobiography-of-a-brown-buffalo/the-truth-of-the.md)