# Quote — Laila Lalami, The Moor's Account

> Somehow I had also convinced myself that my redemption could only come from some force outside of me-that if I were useful to others, they would save me. What a terrible thing to believe. I had to stop playing a part in my own misery. I had to save my own life. (p129)

- Author: [Laila Lalami](https://www.leafyquotes.com/laila-lalami.md)
- Book: [The Moor's Account](https://www.leafyquotes.com/laila-lalami/the-moors-account.md)
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> I know now that these conquerors, like many others before them, and no doubt like others after, gave speeches not to voice the truth, but to create it. (p8)

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> life should not be traded for gold (p87)

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> in those days, I fed my hopes of freedom in whichever way I could, without realizing that I was only hooking myself to different lures. (p88)

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