# The Magus - Author: [John Fowles](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles.md) - Quotes: 11 - Book page: https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus ## Quotes > Years later I saw the gabbia at Piacenza; a harsh black canary-cage strung up high the side of the the towering campanile, in which prisoners were once left to starve to death and rot in full view of the town below. And looking up at it, I remembered that winter in Greece, that Gabbia I had constructed for myself out of light, solitude and self-delusions. My feelings at the end of that wretched term, were those of a man who knows he is in a cage, exposed to the jeers of all his old ambitions until he dies. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/years-later-i-saw.md) > The mess of my life, the selfishnesses and false turnings and the treacheries, all these things could fall into place, they could become a source of construction rather than a source of chaos, and precisely because I had no other choice. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/the-mess-of-my-life.md) > I do not defend Conchis’ decision at the execution, but I defend the reality of the dilemma. God and freedom are totally anti-pathetic concepts; and men believe in their imaginary gods most often because they are afraid to believe in the other thing. I am old enough to realise now that they do sometimes with good reason. True freedom lies between each two, never in one alone, and therefore is never absolute freedom. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/i-do-not.md) > If there was some central theme beneath the (more Irish than Greek) stew of intuitions about the nature of human existence – and of fiction – it is perhaps in the alternative title, whose rejection I still sometimes regret: The Godgame. I did intend Conchis to exhibit a series of masks representing human notions of God, from the supernatural to the jargon-ridden scientific, that is, a series of human illusions about something that does not exist in fact, absolute knowledge and absolute power. The destruction of such illusions seems to me still an eminently humanist aim; and I wish there were some super-Conchis who could put the Arabs and the Israelis, or the Ulster Catholics and Protestants, through the same heuristic mill as Nicholas. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/if-there-was.md) > By this sinister elision, this slipping from true remorse, the belief that the suffering we have precipitated ought to ennoble us, or at least make us less ignoble from then on, to disguised self-forgiveness, the belief that suffering in some way ennobles life, so that the precipitation of pain comes, by such a cockneyed algebra, to equal the ennoblement, or at any rate the enrichment, of life, by this characteristically twentieth-century retreat from content into form, from meaning into appearance, from ethics into aesthetics, from aqua into unda, I dulled the pain of that accusing death; and hardened myself, to say nothing of it at Bourani. I was still determined to tell Julie, but at the right time and place, when the exchange rate between confession and the sympathy it evoked looked very likely to be high. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/by-this-sinister.md) > A novelist has to enter deeper exile still. In most outward ways the experience was depressive, as many young would-be writers and painters who have ever gone to Greece have discovered. We used to have a nickname for the sense of inadequacy and accidie it produced – the ‘Aegean blues’. One has to be a very complete artist to create good work among the purest and most balanced landscapes on the planet…The Greece of the Islands is Circe still; no place for the artist-voyager to linger long, if he cares for his soul. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/a-novelist-has.md) > That is the truth. Not the hammer and sickle. Not the stars and stripes. Not the cross. Not the sun. Not gold. Not yin and yang. But the smile. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/that-is-the.md) > There’s a card in the Tarot pack called The Magus. The magician, conjuror. Two of his traditional symbols are the lily and the rose. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/theres-a-card.md) > Duty largely consists of pretending that the trivial is critical. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/duty-largely-consists.md) > It must essentially remain a novel of adolescence written by a retarded adolescent. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/it-must-essentially.md) > If a person is intelligent, then of course he is either an agnostic or an atheist. Just as he is a physical coward. They are automatic definitions of high intelligence. [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/john-fowles/the-magus/if-a-person.md)