Rickar shook his head. “You know,” he said. “I had to work at it. I had to focus on other shit like Alchor… — James S. A. Corey

Rickar shook his head. “You know,” he said. “I had to work at it. I had to focus on other shit like Alchor selling us out, but I managed. I did it for a while.”

“Did what?”

“Forgot,” Rickar said. “I made myself forget what the Carryx are.”

“And now?”

“Now I remember why I made myself forget.”

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