‘You don’t die enough to cry.’ Every one of these things I said was a knife at myself. Everything I had ever… — Jack Kerouac

‘You don’t die enough to cry.’ Every one of these things I said was a knife at myself. Everything I had ever secretly held against my brother was coming out: how ugly I was and what filth I was discovering in the depths of my own impure psychologies.

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