# Quote — Colin Wilson, The Outsider

> There certainly is self division. The man who watches a woman undressing has the red eyes of an ape; yet the man who sees two young lovers, really alone for the first time, who brings out all the pathos, the tenderness and uncertainty when he tells about it, is no brute; he is very much human. And the ape and the man exist in one body; and when the ape's desires are about to be fulfilled, he disappears and is succeeded by the man, who is disgusted with the ape's appetite.

- Author: [Colin Wilson](https://www.leafyquotes.com/colin-wilson.md)
- Book: [The Outsider](https://www.leafyquotes.com/colin-wilson/the-outsider.md)
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> There is in Shaw, as in Gurdjieff and Nietzsche, a recognition of the immense effort of Will that is necessary to express even a little freedom, that places them beside Pascal and St. Augustine as religious thinkers. Their view is saved from pessimism only by its mystical recognition of the possibilities of pure Will, freed from the entanglements of automatism.

p. 292 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/colin-wilson/the-outsider/there-is-in-shaw.md)

> Cézanne's painting is strictly painting, and its value is immense; but Van Gogh's painting has the Outsider's characteristic: it is a laboratory refuse of a man who treated his own life as an experiment in living; it faithfully records moods and developments of vision on the manner of a Bildungsroman.

p. 103 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/colin-wilson/the-outsider/cezannes-painting-is-strictly.md)

> The exploration of oneself is usually also an exploration of the world at large, of other writers, a process of comparison with oneself with others, discoveries of kinships, gradual illumination of one's own potentialities.

p. 231 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/colin-wilson/the-outsider/the-exploration-of-oneself.md)