I shall be called discontented. I could not help it: the restlessness was in my nature; it agitated me to… — Charlotte Brontë

"I scorn your idea of love," I could not help saying, as I rose up and stood before him, leaning my back against the rock. "I scorn the counterfeit sentiment you offer; yes, St. John, and I scorn you when you offer it."

Reader, I married him.

I have not much pride under such circumstances: I would always rather be happy than dignified.