# Quote — Cesare Pavese, The House on the Hill

> That war in which I had been sheltering, convinced of having accepted it, of having made my own uncomfortable peace, grew more ferocious, bit deeper, reached into one's nerves and brain.

- Author: [Cesare Pavese](https://www.leafyquotes.com/cesare-pavese.md)
- Book: [The House on the Hill](https://www.leafyquotes.com/cesare-pavese/the-house-on-the-hill.md)
- Page: 125
- Source: [Wikiquote](https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Cesare_Pavese#The_House_on_the_Hill_(1949)) ([CC BY-SA 4.0](https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/))
- Quote page: https://www.leafyquotes.com/cesare-pavese/the-house-on-the-hill/that-war-in-which

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> There is something indecent in words.

p. 126 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/cesare-pavese/the-house-on-the-hill/there-is-something.md)

> I was happy enough; I knew that during the night the whole city might go up in flames and all its people be killed, but the ravines, houses, and footpaths would wake in the morning calm and unchanged.

p. 63 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/cesare-pavese/the-house-on-the-hill/i-was-happy.md)

> Even today I wonder why those Germans didn't wait for me at the villa and send someone to look for me in Turin. It is because of their failure that I am still free and up here. Why I should have been saved and not Gallo, or Tono, or Cate, I don't know. Perhaps because I'm supposed to suffer for others? Because I'm the most useless and don't deserve anything, not even punishment? Because I went into a church that time? The experience of danger creates more cowards every day. It makes one stupid. I have reached the point of being alive only by chance, when many better men than I are dead, I don't like it, it's not enough. At time, after having listened to the useless radio and looked through the windows at the empty vineyards, I think that living by accident is not living, and I wonder if have really escaped.

p. 144 — [Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/cesare-pavese/the-house-on-the-hill/even-today-i-wonder.md)