# Quote — Bernard Malamud, The Fixer

> Yakov counted. He counted time though he tried not to. Counting presupposed an end to counting, at least for a man who used only small numbers. How many times had he counted up to a hundred in his life? Who could count forever? – it piled time on. The fixer had torn some splinters off sticks of firewood. The long splinters were months, the short, days. A day was a bad enough burden of time but within the day even minutes could do damage as they piled up. When one had nothing to do the worst thing to have was an endless supply of minutes. It was like pouring nothing into a million little bottles.

- Author: [Bernard Malamud](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud.md)
- Book: [The Fixer](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer.md)
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- Quote page: https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/yakov-counted-he-counted

## More from this book

> But after the visit to the cave he had stopped thinking of relevancy, truth, or even proof. There was no ‘reason,’ there was only their plot against a Jew, any Jew; he was the accidental choice for the sacrifice. He would be tried because the accusation had been made, there didn’t have to be another reason. Being born a Jew meant being vulnerable to history, including its worst errors.

[Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/but-after-the.md)

> If only his innocence were written on a sheet of paper, he could pull it out and say, ‘Read, it’s all here,’ but since it was hidden in himself they would know it only if they sought it, and they were not seeking.

[Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/if-only-his.md)

> Yakov wrung his hands. ‘If so what am I to do, your honour? Will I be abandoned to die in this prison?’
>
> ‘Who has abandoned you?’ the Investigating Magistrate asked, looking at him gently.

[Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/yakov-wrung-his.md)