# Quote — Bernard Malamud, The Fixer

> I respect man for what he has to go through in life, and sometimes for how he does it, but he has changed little since he began to pretend he was civilized, and the same thing may be said about our society. That is how I feel, but having made that confession let me say, as you may have guessed, that I am somewhat of a meliorist. That is to say, I act as an optimist because I find I cannot act at all, as a pessimist. One often feels helpless in the face of the confusion of these times, such a mass of apparently uncontrollable events and experiences to live through, attempt to understand, and if at all possible, give order to; but one must not withdraw from the task if he has some small thing to offer – he does so at the risk of diminishing his humanity. (Bibikov to Yakov)

- Author: [Bernard Malamud](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud.md)
- Book: [The Fixer](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer.md)
- Source: [Wikiquote](https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/The_Fixer#Part_Five) ([CC BY-SA 4.0](https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/))
- Quote page: https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/i-respect-man

## More from this book

> But after the visit to the cave he had stopped thinking of relevancy, truth, or even proof. There was no ‘reason,’ there was only their plot against a Jew, any Jew; he was the accidental choice for the sacrifice. He would be tried because the accusation had been made, there didn’t have to be another reason. Being born a Jew meant being vulnerable to history, including its worst errors.

[Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/but-after-the.md)

> If only his innocence were written on a sheet of paper, he could pull it out and say, ‘Read, it’s all here,’ but since it was hidden in himself they would know it only if they sought it, and they were not seeking.

[Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/if-only-his.md)

> Yakov wrung his hands. ‘If so what am I to do, your honour? Will I be abandoned to die in this prison?’
>
> ‘Who has abandoned you?’ the Investigating Magistrate asked, looking at him gently.

[Quote page](https://www.leafyquotes.com/bernard-malamud/the-fixer/yakov-wrung-his.md)