# Quote — Albert Memmi, The Pillar of Salt

> Before one scoffs at national pride and the fatherland, at wealth and good manners, love of one's country, family, and traditions, one must have arrived at a proper evaluation of one's country, have had enough to eat, and have received a good education. Then one can look on from afar and make wisecracks. But I have no sense of humor and not enough courage to be cynical.

- Author: [Albert Memmi](https://www.leafyquotes.com/albert-memmi.md)
- Book: [The Pillar of Salt](https://www.leafyquotes.com/albert-memmi/the-pillar-of-salt.md)
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